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6:08 AM.
" Friday, May 11, 2007

Yesterday had wrote so long in the blogger but all were gone!! Hello blogger?! You claim that it was new blogger,but why it was so so slack?!Please go have an update, maintainance or something,so that next time trouble won't occur! Hee..
Ok, let me rewrite it again.Last few days,i was sick!! On Monday,i attend class for a quarter day,then went sickbay as i've got fever.It's crap that i couldn't go home because no one come and fetch me home! But at least i can miss lessons,especially math lesson because Miss Tan was at one of her dangerous mood again.Ok,she shouted at them because our mock test was very badly done.It totally can be used to wipe our ass! hee..
So that day,i went for doctor and the doctor said i've a high fever,asking me to rest at home for two days.I said i've got exam to attend the next day,but he seemed not to care as it was not his problem.Yeah,to think about it,it was really not his problem whether i have exams or not! That's really sad. I still went for e math papers the next day as i cannot afford to miss it since my mock test only got 10 ++ marks! Horrible! My brain was really not make for maths.Asking me to squeeze out my brain juice solving difficult math questions is like asking me to eat shit.It's that terrible!
Although the e math paper is easy,the a math paper was hellish!It was really tough! Those freak who said it was easy, seems to be real satisfied with what they had just said.I used up the whole lot of foolscape that were given during a math exam. Is not that i'm using it to write my answers in,the truth was,i was furiously leaving blanks for the questions that i don't know! Scratching my head,furrowing my brows,scrutinise the questions with tiny mouse eyes,clamming and unclamming my pen...all the above descriptions tells you that,i've no idea of how to do the questions. Man..
The lady luck was not with me today.The first thing in the morning,what was out of my mouth was fuck.I was down to wait for the 243 bus and one by one it went with people squeeze way front the bus door.So,of course i was late for lit paper!! I was irritated!
Went gym with jy,cheryl and geraldine.After that we went to imm for lunch and to find my adidas bag.But the bag had only left green colour so i did not buy.Then went movie with jing yu.We watch spiderman!It was fantastic.The ending was sad ok and jy cry buckets! Hee..Harry was such a hunk,it's terrible that he died! Read mr kwok blog! Very interesting and he can write very well.hee..
Am I stupid if im lousy in math?! Am I! i hate you! Is you who said that im stupid,is you who neglected my feelings.You are the one who sees only my weakness but not my strong side!! Why?! All the things that you said to me is critisises and scoldings,it will never be praises. I waited,forgave you every when you hurt me but no you never did treat me any better! Sad? No, I'm miserable! You will never approve of me,will you?! Yes,you explained that it was for my own good,lecturing me,saying everything that you people thinks is right.Asking me to follow the example of my cousins and every crap stuff! You know what,i was tired of every single thing that you'd said.I do not wish to be anyone,following whoever footsteps to success,i just want to be myself! It is that hard for you to except and to understand?!Sometimes,i think that you are just fucking jealous of me!! Don't always assumed that all my friends are not good, are wayward,they are not ok!! And,i don't have enough power yet to attract every guys that look at me! Before you reprimand me,just look at yourself.Working so hard everyday for so many years....What for?! That's not call life! I don't ever want to be in the same situations as you in the coming future! Stay off ok.You chose not to believe in me,so please stay off AUNT!! How I hope you are reading this.

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