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11:30 PM.
" Monday, May 28, 2007

Ok, now is holiday time!!Isn't it great? No..I'm in indonesia now,in cyber cafe using the net!! Ok,the speed of the internet is not that fast either and it was damn noisy here!!I have taken back my report book,and guess what,i need to have tuition after holiday.Isn't it great again.. Haiz..Life's like a piece of blank paper..

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4:57 AM.
" Wednesday, May 23, 2007


















pictures in town!!







2:14 AM.
" Sunday, May 20, 2007

Yesterday went town with cheryl,jing yu and tiffany!! I've decided to treat them a meal.We went to Spagheddis to have our lunch.The restaurant seemed posh but we still went in.Jing yu order lobster meal,cheryl and tiffany order crayfish spaghetti and i order pasta.It was delicious,but when the bill came,it was not that nice anymore. The total cost for our meal was ok,but the service charge scared the pants out of us! It's 10%!! It's really too much! In the end i paid $65 and they paid the rest! Hee..
Tiffany bought a ripcurl bag.It's nice and i must seriously comment on the saleskeeper superb service! It was nice of her to let Tiffy had the bag although she had already reserved it.This is what i called selfless.Put customer before herself! Haha..
At the end of the day, Jing yu and my feet were hurting like hell!! Yeah i can see your grin right now Cheryl,feeling good that you had wore sandals!! hee..
Oh yeah,i forgot to mention that on Friday,when we went to moss burger for lunch, i saw my primary school friend working behind the counter.I didn't recognise her not if cheryl mention it to me. I most definitely was shocked by how matured she look now compared to the pudgy,small and short looking girl three years ago.I felt so inferior.Haha..Anyway,thank you matong for paying half the price for my skirt!! Haha..

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6:43 AM.
" Thursday, May 17, 2007

This is the new set of photographs we took in East Coast!!




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4:02 AM.
" Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Finally the results had been handed back to us.I was so disappointed in my Chemistry! I thought i will get at least an A2 but i've got a B3!! 69?! For godsake,it's 69!! Arghhhh...Physics i've got 35/100.Expected,so it's ok.58/100 and 52/100 for humans and e math respectively.It was terrible isn't it!! i don't want to talk about it anymore.
I just don't understand some people.Why must they lied that they never study when they are burying their damn head in the books,drowning cups and cups of caffeine to stay awake!Then when the results was no good,they will said,"Oh,i never study,so it was so badly done."Similar thing will be said when their results are excellent.It was all so pretentious.

Jealousy.What is jealousy?! It was something that will make your teeth grit,your face turned green and your heart to become devilish.It will make you do anything to get what you desire.It was scary.I don't think there are any difference between envy and jealousy.Sooner or later,envy will transform into jealousy.Isn't it jealousy that make you turn behind your buddies back?Isn't it jealousy that make people become competitive?! Isn't it jealousy which create the words "anger","revenge" and the distinctive word,"WAR"? Whatever is it,it cannot be prevented.

Pretentious.What is pretentious?! Of course it was pretending.Pretending to like someone you had been gossiping just a wall away,pretending to be listening during lessons when you are going to "on the way" , pretending to be a "slacker" when all you do at home is mug!! Actually,alot of people hit the bull eyes for the points above,including me.But you know, who dare to be straight forward in this society where people get sued and jailed easily.

Love.What is love?! Love is a feeling deep inside us.When you are passionate in love with someone,the feeling is like Tom Yam soup.Haha,that's what i wrote during one of the literature assignment anyway. It was a candle that will burn brightly and strongly at start, but went "sizzle"and extinguished when it burned till the end.The tip will be drowned and submerged in a sea of wax, engulfed by a stretched of darkness. Sometimes, i think the love between married couple had already become family love,kinship. Not the fresh love that have chemical going.

Hate.What is hate?! It was a strong word filled with dislike.When hate is accumulate in the heart of someone, it will turned evil.Sooner,it will also affect their appearance.Hate is an emotional feeling,epidemic sickness that will rob your whole life away.Like the Roald Dahl "The Twits." I still remember the story very clearly.Hee...

I'm getting to be more and more Alvin today..Shall not continue anymore.Hee..

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6:11 AM.
" Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Today went East Coast with Alicia,Ann,Farrah,Felicia,Reina and Yanjie to celebrate my birthday!!Although my bday was like last week,but it will be the same.I'm touched when you all sing me bday song,and for Lao Jie to buy the cake for me with candle on it!! Arghhhh..Happy!hee..We cycle,roller blade,take a lot of photos and chatted!!The pictures was still not ready to post yet.
After East Coast,we went to suntec city.I bought my Adidas bag!! Happy! Hee..Too happy to write in details! I may continue tomorrow..


In the toilet....
Banana pancake with chocolate toppings!!

chocolate pancake with passion fruit and candles toppings!!

Farrah and me!!

Ann,Farrah,me and Reina!!

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5:33 AM.
" Sunday, May 13, 2007

Yesterday on the way to xiao qian's house, some unpleasant thing happened to me.As usual,i took the 99 bus.There was one Indian sitting behind me.His hand was putting on the back of my seat.I was feeling a bit uncomfortable then,so i leaned infront,to prevent from touching his hands.But suddenly,there's a painful thrusts on my head.At first I thought is an accidental move of his hands,but when the second time happened,i turned around to see a damn smirk on his face,he don't even seemed sorry! So i used my fist to hit the back of the seat and yelled "fuck" at him.I made such a commotion that everybody in the bus turned to stare at me! I did nothing wrong ok,i'm just using a verbal way to protect myself!! I'm being very reserved that day ok,wearing long sleeve and everything.The incident that happened the other time in the bus is a siren to warn me that i should wear more to prevent being the target of perverted guys!! I'm pissed! I hate taking bus!
After going to xiao qian's house,i went to SPH with charlene taking 157.Oh man,it was such a long journey by bus.The meeting was boring.Zzz..I will be doing the reporter work! It should be hard work i think.I hope to be doing the other column which is easier..haha..but no such luck!!Will be getting the my own pass soon!! So happy!! haha..i hope my photo wil not be too obseen..hee..
Yeah..Tomorrow school starts at 9.15am! Last paper,and no one cares! Haha..

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6:08 AM.
" Friday, May 11, 2007

Yesterday had wrote so long in the blogger but all were gone!! Hello blogger?! You claim that it was new blogger,but why it was so so slack?!Please go have an update, maintainance or something,so that next time trouble won't occur! Hee..
Ok, let me rewrite it again.Last few days,i was sick!! On Monday,i attend class for a quarter day,then went sickbay as i've got fever.It's crap that i couldn't go home because no one come and fetch me home! But at least i can miss lessons,especially math lesson because Miss Tan was at one of her dangerous mood again.Ok,she shouted at them because our mock test was very badly done.It totally can be used to wipe our ass! hee..
So that day,i went for doctor and the doctor said i've a high fever,asking me to rest at home for two days.I said i've got exam to attend the next day,but he seemed not to care as it was not his problem.Yeah,to think about it,it was really not his problem whether i have exams or not! That's really sad. I still went for e math papers the next day as i cannot afford to miss it since my mock test only got 10 ++ marks! Horrible! My brain was really not make for maths.Asking me to squeeze out my brain juice solving difficult math questions is like asking me to eat shit.It's that terrible!
Although the e math paper is easy,the a math paper was hellish!It was really tough! Those freak who said it was easy, seems to be real satisfied with what they had just said.I used up the whole lot of foolscape that were given during a math exam. Is not that i'm using it to write my answers in,the truth was,i was furiously leaving blanks for the questions that i don't know! Scratching my head,furrowing my brows,scrutinise the questions with tiny mouse eyes,clamming and unclamming my pen...all the above descriptions tells you that,i've no idea of how to do the questions. Man..
The lady luck was not with me today.The first thing in the morning,what was out of my mouth was fuck.I was down to wait for the 243 bus and one by one it went with people squeeze way front the bus door.So,of course i was late for lit paper!! I was irritated!
Went gym with jy,cheryl and geraldine.After that we went to imm for lunch and to find my adidas bag.But the bag had only left green colour so i did not buy.Then went movie with jing yu.We watch spiderman!It was fantastic.The ending was sad ok and jy cry buckets! Hee..Harry was such a hunk,it's terrible that he died! Read mr kwok blog! Very interesting and he can write very well.hee..
Am I stupid if im lousy in math?! Am I! i hate you! Is you who said that im stupid,is you who neglected my feelings.You are the one who sees only my weakness but not my strong side!! Why?! All the things that you said to me is critisises and scoldings,it will never be praises. I waited,forgave you every when you hurt me but no you never did treat me any better! Sad? No, I'm miserable! You will never approve of me,will you?! Yes,you explained that it was for my own good,lecturing me,saying everything that you people thinks is right.Asking me to follow the example of my cousins and every crap stuff! You know what,i was tired of every single thing that you'd said.I do not wish to be anyone,following whoever footsteps to success,i just want to be myself! It is that hard for you to except and to understand?!Sometimes,i think that you are just fucking jealous of me!! Don't always assumed that all my friends are not good, are wayward,they are not ok!! And,i don't have enough power yet to attract every guys that look at me! Before you reprimand me,just look at yourself.Working so hard everyday for so many years....What for?! That's not call life! I don't ever want to be in the same situations as you in the coming future! Stay off ok.You chose not to believe in me,so please stay off AUNT!! How I hope you are reading this.

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6:22 AM.
" Tuesday, May 01, 2007



This is one of the dedications from my lao mei! Hehe..So nice! Love it!hee

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12:00 AM.
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Yeah yeah just because of sands you want to threatened us?! 6-7% is called only? That's crap!!
Can you all just stop writing in your blogs about those you don't like without stating the name?!It's an agonising time trying to figure out who is it.If you all don't like the person,then why not state it out?You write it,ain't the purpose is letting that person know?! If you all claim that it will hurt the person feelings,posting hurtful remarks in the blog without stating the name don't make any difference.Just stay away from the persons if you don't like them.Why must be so pretentious.Suspicions and distrust will aroused among friends if these shit continue.I'm not trying to blame anyone now,it's your problem if you want to write,it's your personal blog anyway.But just don't "you yang xue yang"!hohoho..Since i wrote it here myself,i shall not do it next time!hehe..Erm maybe except for writing bad about teachers!hee..

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Like my friends

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