cutie yeah

2007-10-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

Heya people out there, i'm selling homemade pouch which cost only 2 bucks each! There are a variety of colours to choose and i can made according to the colour you want! If interested, please email me at crazynfearlessnwild_piggy@hotmail.com! I will try to upload more photos..

town

2007-10-13T08:27:00.000-07:00

By the way thursday, we went town to celebrate exam's over!! Here's the picture..lalala...

bugis

2007-10-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today went bugis with Cheryl! Hee..She bought alot of things, but before buying, she must consider very long..Hee..Anyway cheryl finally get to eat her fudge at TCC and she was feeling pleased about it! Hee..

Fudge and chocolate charlotte! Melt in the mouth feeling is a bliss!! Hee..

exams over

2007-10-12T03:54:00.000-07:00

After such a long time, i finally find the mood and time to post!! Exam's over again! This phrase is familiar as i had remember saying this last year when i just started using blogger! Blah..Time really flies! Made me reminisce the time when i don't worry about promotion..Haiz.. Today get back chemistry and literature paper! Depressed about the marks, as i expected better results..T-T

Remember the time when you are still innocent,
the time when you cry about little things
the time when you are still full of naivety of life,
when you are an angel, not in disguise..

The prophecy unexpected,
the changes unfamiliar,
a disdainful youth you had become,
confined us to a state of dumbness..

You may thought your pureness make you weak,
be fretful, the you now make you hateful.
Behaving like a snob is cool, not!
Please remain a sense of propriety.

You are an angel in disguise..

CT

2007-08-19T02:54:00.000-07:00

Time flies since i had last posted. I was kind of lazy to update my life for the people out there and i doubt people will care about what have i eaten for breakfast,lunch ,dinner and where had i gone to during the weekends.!Sometimes i wonder, what are the motive behind blogging? It was to express the feelings that were tough to be express orally? It was another way to converse our feelings with others? To vent our anger ,critisize,humiliate the one whom offended us? or to flaunt off our wealth, telling others how much we have spent on that Levi's jeans, Guess wallet or those pieces of Kelvin Klein clothing that we have recently purchased? Of course , i disagree with the latter two! It will be like a slap on the face for the people who read it when the content of our blog is all about "me,me,me and me!" It hurt the feelings of others when we openly badmouthed them on our blogs . When it come to wealth, it was the best way to trample people self-esteem and confidence. If we have nothing better to write then don't write.

I bet many will have alot to say by now. I openly accept any comment. Lalala..

What is this??

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Fitri!
1.Fitri can squeeze her entire body through a hole the size of her beak!
2.Plato believed that the souls of melancholy people would be reincarnated into Fitri.
3.Fitri can sleep for three and a half years.
4.While performing her duties as queen, Cleopatra sometimes dressed up as Fitri.
5.Fitri will become gaseous if her temperature rises above -42癈.
6.Owls cannot move their eyes, because their eyeballs are shaped like Fitri.
7.The first American zoo was built in 1794, and contained only Fitri!
8.Pacman was originally called Fitriman!
9.Fitri has 118 ridges around the edge!
10.Fitri can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid.

lalala

2007-07-28T20:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Cheryl's birthday. Grow older by one year already le tu mei. So must also grow stronger and bash up those freak. Haha..

On friday, we celebrate cheryl's birthday in class.We bought a cake, it was only a small cake, but i bet it was enough to melt cheryl's heart.Haha..During Literature class, we composed a poem,sort of a poem to cheryl, and she said her heart was crying.Haha..

I watch Dreamcatcher on channel 5 yesterday night.I was looking forward to the show as the storybook was damn nice.Fortunately,the show was not a disappointment.All the exciting part in the book was shown.It was a very clever plot.

I read about child prostitute on the newspaper yesterday.I think it was cruel for those adult to sell young child for prostituiton.They are only kids. Why force them to do these things when they are only young children?Those man who had sex with them are beasts.Why do it to them.Don't they have a conscience? What if other people do that to their own flesh and blood? Pissed off!

busy

2007-07-21T05:40:00.000-07:00

Send the article.But the SPH people said article too long, and must edit away 1200 words! 1200 words are alot.Normally,we don't even write more than 800 words for composition.Now, i must edit away my hard work.OK fine, i was being blaa..

Busy,busy,busy.I think i am going to abandon my blog for awhile.My physics still sucks.The long awaits for people to join us in JUST PHYSICS, sucks too.No one wanted to have physics tuition.That's sad.Am i that lousy?

Finally get to meet You Jin,the famous author, in person.We are really fortunate to have her as our lecturer in composition.She will be with us for 4 weeks. Now i was really busy.I can't really stand it if i've got nothing to do.I like to make my life as full as possible,so that there will not be a space for loneliness to seep in. If i was exhausted,i will fell straight to my dreamland before i could have a chance to think at night.I hated it when my wonderful mind made sleeping difficult.

Tireded..

Live Earth

2007-07-08T03:36:00.000-07:00

You call me a fucking bitch and you asked me to forget about it?! I will forgive you for other matters because you said sorry, but not for this.

Live Earth!! It is time to hear nature call out to us.After so many years, people then realised that they have got to help the Earth, isn't it too late?! Prevention is better than cure.Why not prevent the Earth from falling sick last time? Why wait until there are no ways out before doing something to help?! I was wondering, are there any used in organising the Live Earth concert?

Long time ago, Man, Nature and Gods lived in close communion with one another. But then, man assumed a cloak of arrogance and set himself up above the Gods. He even tried to defeat Death but failed.As he grew in his arrogance,he started to drive a wedge through the original oneness of the world. In the passing Time he divided the world into that half he could believe in and that half he could not believe in. The real and the unreal.The natural and the supernatural.The present and the past.The scientific and the fantastic.He put barrier between both worlds, and everything on his side was called rational and everything on the other side was called irrational.

This italic text was a paragraph from the whale rider that i think was meaningful.Yes, man was definitely too proud of himself. Man killed animals, destroyed the nature which were once their friends. He thought he had thinking and feelings a notch above the creatures, thus felt superior to them.Man seens them as entertaiment,provisions and appliances but never the one who gives him life. The oneness that they once had was destroyed.

Flag Day

2007-07-01T04:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was flag day. It was a horrible UNvolunteering job.Our class was being assigned to City Hall and Raffles Place. After standing for so long and repeating " This is a donation for children's charity to help the unfortunate ones. Please donate and make a difference in their life" for like 100 times, i was really pissed when only a handful of them donated.How selfish they are for not forseeing the tough life that the children had gone through. It's not like asking them to donate their fortune, it was just a few cents to spare. Samaritans don't exist here i bet.

After that, went lunch with Aaron,Alvin,cheryl and Matong. It was funny and lame that we need to "oyabeyasom"to decide where we are eating.We ended up having our lunch in "Kobayashi" much to Alvin's and Cheryl's wish!Haha..In the end, we went Mac to play "tortoise" and think of dares.Scooted home by my father private train at 7.30pm.Haha..

camp

2007-06-27T04:07:00.000-07:00

Do you actually believe it if I think camp was FUN?! No it was VERY FUN!!! This is the first time that i think camp's fun.Almost everybody thinks that this time round, the camp was not a waste of time.

The first day of camp, when we were in school waiting for the instuctors to assign our groups, we were like tired and stone out. But after the 3 days 2 nights, although we were even tired than before, we were contented, happy and hyper!!

I was assigned to group 1, and our instructor is Steven(Hweeling). Although he was not that good looking but he was great! His attitude towards us was excellent. I think he really tried very very hard in making our group interested in this camp. I can still remember when we first said our cheer, we were really saying it not yelling. We were like half dead. I can't believe that after a few hours, during the kidnapping activity that night, we were so great. We are actually shouting our cheer away. Everyone of us was so "high"!

The high element that we had conquered was great. I think that....erm.. ok, i really really think that alot of people are wonderful in a way that they was really scared up there, but they tried so hard to overcome their fear and managed to walk all the way till the end. Some, they fell halfway through the obstacles, but they did not give up and went again even they injured their hands. I think they are really brave. I mean what i say ok..Really lah, don't doubt me. Haha...

I think most of us have fun during the nature rumble and kayaking. I was damn frightened when we were walking on mud and sitting inside the mudpool. The smell was disgusting and i felt nauseous. But i went in,in the end. Everybody was dirty when we came out, and straight after that we went kayaking. Kayaking was excellent. EXCELLENT! GREAT! EVERYTHING! When we form a circle out in the sea, and the instuctors asked us to lie flat and float, i was scarrrrrrrrrrrrred because i don't know how to swim. I held on to cheryl's and geraldine's hand so tightly that they felt pain. I kept on asking them " will i die?" Then i decided to trust geraldine as she said "don't worry you will float de lah!" and i really float and i did not drown. By the way, i was wearing life jacket at that time. Haha..I partner geraldine when kayaking. And guess what, we are always the last. Haha..When we are rowing, we are like yelling "MOE","SEAGULL" almost all the way but not left or right.I think is funny..Laugh please..Haha..I think most importantly is to have fun. After that, i throw away all my clothes, undies and everything that was stain black! Eeek..Its gross..I wash my hair and body thrice that day..I can even see the scene on my head, mud sliding down my hair, face, ear, neck...The foul smell that made me gag..I was itching all over now..Haha..

The campfire was superb! I love the "bandung" show very much.It made us laugh like hell!! The dance that we performed, the kung fu version of twinkle twinkle little star that we sing and the embarrasing action that we did, was all very memorable. At least we made them laugh..

Lastly, i think Alicia,Cheryl,Farrah and Geraldine you all are great, really great.I'm not lying lah! Almost everytime we are the ones who are late for the meet up and get scolded, we sleep side by side at night no matter how squeezed it was and we stick together throughout. The feelings, i mean hweelings were wonderful! Everyone were great! GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!GREAT!

Very lastly, I wanted to thank the instuctors, and their touching words. I was wondering, did they said that to every camping group?? Did they cried everytime they have a debrief for camp to be dismiss?? I really don't know. And WHERE'S OUR CAMP T-SHIRT??

Jean you dance wrongly!!haha..And Jing yu, let me see your teeth..You eat porridge during camp? hee..

Dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno..dunno all the way!!

piling homework

2007-06-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

I started my homework the first week of holiday, and now is the fourth week and i still left with 2 half heymath assignment, 1 social studies worksheet, and chemistry project. Luckily i started early, or else i will be like those people who left theirs at the last minute. Hehe.. I didn't mean anything..Erm, ok lah, i was trying to say i was hardworking and clever. Haha..I was going to thank Alicia and Cheryl for doing almost all of the holiday project while i was slacking in Indo. You two are great!! Haha..
8am is my wakeup call tomorrow.Choir starts at 9am.Hello?? Now is still holiday time! Today, i got to conduct the soprano 2 sectionals with esther.She was one humorous girl isn't it. With her accent and drama so strong in her sweet voice, with her actions and hand movement so extremely exaggerated,one who don't know, will mistake us ,Choir as the Drama club. Hee..
I hope cheryl and Jing yu will spot the word. I spell correctly ok!! Hehe..
By the way, Jing yu, where is your photo? That picture in your blog cannot count as self portrait!! There's only your phone and half of your eye can be seen!

going back

2007-06-15T21:39:00.000-07:00

Going back to s'pore tomorrow. Haiz, it was so fast. A blink, and holiday is going to be over soon. I've still got a few heymath left.Miss Tan how cruel are you to give us so many math assignment every week!! Man..I've got nothing to write as my life was boring..I want to eat sushi buffet!!

holiday!!

2007-05-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

Ok, now is holiday time!!Isn't it great? No..I'm in indonesia now,in cyber cafe using the net!! Ok,the speed of the internet is not that fast either and it was damn noisy here!!I have taken back my report book,and guess what,i need to have tuition after holiday.Isn't it great again.. Haiz..Life's like a piece of blank paper..

Photos 2

2007-05-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

pictures in town!!

town

2007-05-20T02:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went town with cheryl,jing yu and tiffany!! I've decided to treat them a meal.We went to Spagheddis to have our lunch.The restaurant seemed posh but we still went in.Jing yu order lobster meal,cheryl and tiffany order crayfish spaghetti and i order pasta.It was delicious,but when the bill came,it was not that nice anymore. The total cost for our meal was ok,but the service charge scared the pants out of us! It's 10%!! It's really too much! In the end i paid $65 and they paid the rest! Hee..
Tiffany bought a ripcurl bag.It's nice and i must seriously comment on the saleskeeper superb service! It was nice of her to let Tiffy had the bag although she had already reserved it.This is what i called selfless.Put customer before herself! Haha..
At the end of the day, Jing yu and my feet were hurting like hell!! Yeah i can see your grin right now Cheryl,feeling good that you had wore sandals!! hee..
Oh yeah,i forgot to mention that on Friday,when we went to moss burger for lunch, i saw my primary school friend working behind the counter.I didn't recognise her not if cheryl mention it to me. I most definitely was shocked by how matured she look now compared to the pudgy,small and short looking girl three years ago.I felt so inferior.Haha..Anyway,thank you matong for paying half the price for my skirt!! Haha..

Photos

2007-05-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

This is the new set of photographs we took in East Coast!!

Finally..

2007-05-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

Finally the results had been handed back to us.I was so disappointed in my Chemistry! I thought i will get at least an A2 but i've got a B3!! 69?! For godsake,it's 69!! Arghhhh...Physics i've got 35/100.Expected,so it's ok.58/100 and 52/100 for humans and e math respectively.It was terrible isn't it!! i don't want to talk about it anymore.
I just don't understand some people.Why must they lied that they never study when they are burying their damn head in the books,drowning cups and cups of caffeine to stay awake!Then when the results was no good,they will said,"Oh,i never study,so it was so badly done."Similar thing will be said when their results are excellent.It was all so pretentious.

Jealousy.What is jealousy?! It was something that will make your teeth grit,your face turned green and your heart to become devilish.It will make you do anything to get what you desire.It was scary.I don't think there are any difference between envy and jealousy.Sooner or later,envy will transform into jealousy.Isn't it jealousy that make you turn behind your buddies back?Isn't it jealousy that make people become competitive?! Isn't it jealousy which create the words "anger","revenge" and the distinctive word,"WAR"? Whatever is it,it cannot be prevented.

Pretentious.What is pretentious?! Of course it was pretending.Pretending to like someone you had been gossiping just a wall away,pretending to be listening during lessons when you are going to "on the way" , pretending to be a "slacker" when all you do at home is mug!! Actually,alot of people hit the bull eyes for the points above,including me.But you know, who dare to be straight forward in this society where people get sued and jailed easily.

Love.What is love?! Love is a feeling deep inside us.When you are passionate in love with someone,the feeling is like Tom Yam soup.Haha,that's what i wrote during one of the literature assignment anyway. It was a candle that will burn brightly and strongly at start, but went "sizzle"and extinguished when it burned till the end.The tip will be drowned and submerged in a sea of wax, engulfed by a stretched of darkness. Sometimes, i think the love between married couple had already become family love,kinship. Not the fresh love that have chemical going.

Hate.What is hate?! It was a strong word filled with dislike.When hate is accumulate in the heart of someone, it will turned evil.Sooner,it will also affect their appearance.Hate is an emotional feeling,epidemic sickness that will rob your whole life away.Like the Roald Dahl "The Twits." I still remember the story very clearly.Hee...

I'm getting to be more and more Alvin today..Shall not continue anymore.Hee..

Bday

2007-05-15T06:11:00.000-07:00

Today went East Coast with Alicia,Ann,Farrah,Felicia,Reina and Yanjie to celebrate my birthday!!Although my bday was like last week,but it will be the same.I'm touched when you all sing me bday song,and for Lao Jie to buy the cake for me with candle on it!! Arghhhh..Happy!hee..We cycle,roller blade,take a lot of photos and chatted!!The pictures was still not ready to post yet.
After East Coast,we went to suntec city.I bought my Adidas bag!! Happy! Hee..Too happy to write in details! I may continue tomorrow..

In the toilet....

Banana pancake with chocolate toppings!!

chocolate pancake with passion fruit and candles toppings!!

Farrah and me!!

Ann,Farrah,me and Reina!!

random day

2007-05-13T05:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday on the way to xiao qian's house, some unpleasant thing happened to me.As usual,i took the 99 bus.There was one Indian sitting behind me.His hand was putting on the back of my seat.I was feeling a bit uncomfortable then,so i leaned infront,to prevent from touching his hands.But suddenly,there's a painful thrusts on my head.At first I thought is an accidental move of his hands,but when the second time happened,i turned around to see a damn smirk on his face,he don't even seemed sorry! So i used my fist to hit the back of the seat and yelled "fuck" at him.I made such a commotion that everybody in the bus turned to stare at me! I did nothing wrong ok,i'm just using a verbal way to protect myself!! I'm being very reserved that day ok,wearing long sleeve and everything.The incident that happened the other time in the bus is a siren to warn me that i should wear more to prevent being the target of perverted guys!! I'm pissed! I hate taking bus!
After going to xiao qian's house,i went to SPH with charlene taking 157.Oh man,it was such a long journey by bus.The meeting was boring.Zzz..I will be doing the reporter work! It should be hard work i think.I hope to be doing the other column which is easier..haha..but no such luck!!Will be getting the my own pass soon!! So happy!! haha..i hope my photo wil not be too obseen..hee..
Yeah..Tomorrow school starts at 9.15am! Last paper,and no one cares! Haha..

spidey

2007-05-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had wrote so long in the blogger but all were gone!! Hello blogger?! You claim that it was new blogger,but why it was so so slack?!Please go have an update, maintainance or something,so that next time trouble won't occur! Hee..
Ok, let me rewrite it again.Last few days,i was sick!! On Monday,i attend class for a quarter day,then went sickbay as i've got fever.It's crap that i couldn't go home because no one come and fetch me home! But at least i can miss lessons,especially math lesson because Miss Tan was at one of her dangerous mood again.Ok,she shouted at them because our mock test was very badly done.It totally can be used to wipe our ass! hee..
So that day,i went for doctor and the doctor said i've a high fever,asking me to rest at home for two days.I said i've got exam to attend the next day,but he seemed not to care as it was not his problem.Yeah,to think about it,it was really not his problem whether i have exams or not! That's really sad. I still went for e math papers the next day as i cannot afford to miss it since my mock test only got 10 ++ marks! Horrible! My brain was really not make for maths.Asking me to squeeze out my brain juice solving difficult math questions is like asking me to eat shit.It's that terrible!
Although the e math paper is easy,the a math paper was hellish!It was really tough! Those freak who said it was easy, seems to be real satisfied with what they had just said.I used up the whole lot of foolscape that were given during a math exam. Is not that i'm using it to write my answers in,the truth was,i was furiously leaving blanks for the questions that i don't know! Scratching my head,furrowing my brows,scrutinise the questions with tiny mouse eyes,clamming and unclamming my pen...all the above descriptions tells you that,i've no idea of how to do the questions. Man..
The lady luck was not with me today.The first thing in the morning,what was out of my mouth was fuck.I was down to wait for the 243 bus and one by one it went with people squeeze way front the bus door.So,of course i was late for lit paper!! I was irritated!
Went gym with jy,cheryl and geraldine.After that we went to imm for lunch and to find my adidas bag.But the bag had only left green colour so i did not buy.Then went movie with jing yu.We watch spiderman!It was fantastic.The ending was sad ok and jy cry buckets! Hee..Harry was such a hunk,it's terrible that he died! Read mr kwok blog! Very interesting and he can write very well.hee..
Am I stupid if im lousy in math?! Am I! i hate you! Is you who said that im stupid,is you who neglected my feelings.You are the one who sees only my weakness but not my strong side!! Why?! All the things that you said to me is critisises and scoldings,it will never be praises. I waited,forgave you every when you hurt me but no you never did treat me any better! Sad? No, I'm miserable! You will never approve of me,will you?! Yes,you explained that it was for my own good,lecturing me,saying everything that you people thinks is right.Asking me to follow the example of my cousins and every crap stuff! You know what,i was tired of every single thing that you'd said.I do not wish to be anyone,following whoever footsteps to success,i just want to be myself! It is that hard for you to except and to understand?!Sometimes,i think that you are just fucking jealous of me!! Don't always assumed that all my friends are not good, are wayward,they are not ok!! And,i don't have enough power yet to attract every guys that look at me! Before you reprimand me,just look at yourself.Working so hard everyday for so many years....What for?! That's not call life! I don't ever want to be in the same situations as you in the coming future! Stay off ok.You chose not to believe in me,so please stay off AUNT!! How I hope you are reading this.

lao da pic

2007-05-01T06:22:00.002-07:00

This is one of the dedications from my lao mei! Hehe..So nice! Love it!hee

sands

2007-05-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yeah yeah just because of sands you want to threatened us?! 6-7% is called only? That's crap!!
Can you all just stop writing in your blogs about those you don't like without stating the name?!It's an agonising time trying to figure out who is it.If you all don't like the person,then why not state it out?You write it,ain't the purpose is letting that person know?! If you all claim that it will hurt the person feelings,posting hurtful remarks in the blog without stating the name don't make any difference.Just stay away from the persons if you don't like them.Why must be so pretentious.Suspicions and distrust will aroused among friends if these shit continue.I'm not trying to blame anyone now,it's your problem if you want to write,it's your personal blog anyway.But just don't "you yang xue yang"!hohoho..Since i wrote it here myself,i shall not do it next time!hehe..Erm maybe except for writing bad about teachers!hee..

200 pounds beauty

2007-04-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Yanjie,Vannie and me went to watch 200 pounds beauty! It was such a comedy but also touching too.I, no, we cried at the last part when the Jenny confessed to the whole audience at her concert that she was not a natural beauty but in fact undergoes a whole body plastic surgery in order to become a swan.She apologise to her best friend,her father because her arrogance after she become famous had hurt them.I was touch! Those who haven't watch yet,rush down now to the nearest cinema or simply search for it in the youtube! The songs was nice.Hee
After movie,we went to imm to shop.The blouse at espirit left all the large and extra large sizes! I simply loved it but too bad there's no small left.Yanjie and vannie both bought a sweater there.It was quite plain but who cares as long as it will keep you warm on rainy days!Hee..After that we take the shuttle bus back to Jp again.I bought a reebok blouse and then we went scoop for icecream.We chat and gossips,with Vannie sitting there engrossed in our conversation.Erm maybe she's not even concentrating on the conversation but fantatising ling yong in swimming trunk...Haha..jUst kidding! Anyway went home at about 6++.I did my homework! hee..

Exams

2007-04-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

Let start this post with what had happened yesterday! Thursday! I hated thursday as it was a long day.1 hour with useless physics lesson!If i've got a choice,physics will be my last.I take this stupid subject because i want to take A math and literature.If not,i don't even want to bother about it.The teacher,skinny ass pissed me off.I was only taking out my lovely phone in class and he confiscated it! I did not even used it! Did he know the difference between used and take?! I guess he only cares about his tapdance and phy!Annoyance take over my mind,soul when i see him.So today after exam,i must ask my uncle to come to take my mobile back!Not everyone is as free as you,skinny ass!
Social studies sucks much today.I'm going to fail it..I crap the whole paper.Source base was terrible,structured was abit better.I really mean a bit!Blah..
Went to imm after that with alicia and reina,Felicia came to join us after awhile.We slacked around,window shopping and eat.That is the first time i ate 'tang yuan' with peanut soup! hee..It's taste nice but abit sweet.We take shuttle bus to jp and went home at 4plus.I know my post is a bit lame..Haha..

boo

2007-04-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

I think i damn screwed up my oral.I was totally stuttering and gibbering,i don'y even understand what i'm talking about.The passage and picture part was hellish..Man..I probably will get like 5 marks for each component.But i think i did quite ok for the conversation.But you know,i'm definitely crapping..Haiz..Haiz..Arghh..
Tml SYF! Dance get gold!Can't believe it..But anyway,congratulations.I think this is the first gold our school get this year.Hee..

choral exchange

2007-04-15T04:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to queensway myself! I wake up at about ten and plan to leave the house at bout 10.30 so that i got plenty of time to take bus to queensway.But in the end i left the house at 11 ++ and i figure out that i will be late if i took bus.So i took the train to queenstown which i always thought it is called queensway mrt station,how dumb..and take a (forgot the no)bus to queensway shopping centre.Bought jingyu and my shorts and take 198 bus to school at about 12. I wait and wait for the damn bus to come but it only arrived 15 mins later.The temperature yesterday was about 123456789 degree and i perspire like mad! My hair stick to my face and i hate it! Grrrh..But luckily the aircon was 123456789 degrees and it cool my hair..hee..I thought i will be late meeting tiffany at mac's but hmmm, she's late.hee..Anyway the main aim of writing these is for people out there to see what a brave girl i am to travel the whole way to queensway alone..Haha..
Anyway,reach school late again.The singing of the jurong sec girls are so sweet since they have all girls.But i think they are good enough even it is not full choir.Hee..Now, yeah,i'm praising..Haha..
Went gym after that..Wearing our jersey.Omg,just thinking of it tickles my laugh spot! Haha..Netball team...Hahhahahhaha.....
By the way, i'm putting the 123456789 because, everyone seems to do that.Crude..hee

life's boring

2007-04-12T02:45:00.000-07:00

I was sicked!Flu bug had accidentally land on me!But don't be too happy yet buggy, i will of course take immediate action to eradicate you little
thing.Haha..
Tomorrow there's still choir rehearsal for syf at Victoria hall.It is good as i can miss classes but on the other hand, i will be half dead by the time i come back from rehearsal.I was sicked! Haha..Alvin still went for SYF today even though he fractured his knee.Man,what a stubborn guy..hee..But, he was so fortunate to be pampered by many others, and there's car waiting for him to send him home after that.I bet if some "ulu" person get injured, they won't even be treated like Alvin,like emperor.Hee..
Ok, i got back my physics and chemistry test this week.Chemistry i've got 17/25 which is good enough in our class and 10/30 for physics.Ok i failed physics but anyway, there's only 1 person who passed that crappy subject in the class.So worry no more..Haha..But when i heard from other classes that there's someone who get full marks for chem, i was not so worry free anymore.Actually,there's not only 1 full mark but 2!! Damn..I bet those two mug like hell! hee..I was a slacker,i did read through chem notes but for physics, i don't even want to care.It was boring.
I was totally clueless about A math.I did listen in class,attentively,but i still did not understand.Even though i kept drifting off to dreamland during math lesson, but i tried very hard to keep myself awake!Damn,i really don't understand.
Read the september 2006 reader digest,the humour issue.There's some interesting story inside.Yeah,it's a bit outdated,but still a good read! Hee..I like the section of the 5 inspiring people..They said Reese Witherspoon had no talent and can't sing when she was young.But she never let those snide remarks got into her and she work hard to become the hollywood biggest star.The teacher of Adam Zimmerman said he was too dumb to even finished high school.The words haunt him and he turn it into success.Standing at 170cm tall,he was the ,most valuable player in basketball and volleyball.When Jane goodall was 16 year old,she wanted to study the wildlife in Africa.Her school counsellor thought it was impossible,impractical idea and thought that she was a dreamer.But Jane Goodall, work towards her goal and now become an anthropologist who researched documented the complex behaviour of chimpanzee.All these inspiring people, proves that what people said about you now won't imprisoned you the whole life.
Oh yah, by the way, my article about the school friendship day was being posted in the zao bao! Haha..This is the first time!Congratulations to me!haha..

2007-04-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today went choir.Late for about 15 min..Erm, I went late purposely just for fun.Cheryl you are supposed to be late too ok..Hehe..Haha..Normally, don't expect me on saturday but since yifeng seems to beg mi to go and she seem to miss me alot if i didn't go, so i went.Haha..Anyway skipped project, went home early.
Anyway i am quite tired of rumours.It was just an evil thing that aroused from one of the human's opening! Haha..Gross much..Bah..
Sigh, yesterday went to queensway.At first, things happened that ruin my mood, but after a while, with the shopping and everything, i felt quite lighthearted again.We managed to get a bargain from a malay shop that only cost us 16 bucks for a jersey, with name and number.Even though it was maroon in colour, i was still happy with it.Went orchard again.Shaped our eyebrows at wheelock place.It was painful! Ouchy..But as the saying goes,beauty come at a certain price! Haha..If not money,then is physical torturing.Anyway,being beautiful is every girl's dream.Just like being swept off your feet by a prince charming.HAhahaha...
The video that cheryl sent was damn hilarious.I can't believe i am that crazy during sec 1.Haha..My physical appearance was different too..I changed so much.From a girl with ugly hair,with pimple on the nose and long skirt, to one with nice hair,pimple free on the nose and shorter skirt.It is a big changed.haha..You should see my ez-link picture..Ugly much..Matong's ideal bestfriends was funny too.Cheryl,you are one funny,fun girl to be with!Haha..
No one is 100% perfect.Those who are, will be god now.Like yanjie said, everybody sin in this world.So if every single one of us was going to hell, hell will be a crowded place to be then.Maybe it will be overcrowded,out of space,then some of us will be kicked to heaven.hee..We will never know.

true friends

2007-04-05T04:21:00.000-07:00

Do anybody know what values must true friends consists?!Its's not like some math question that asked what's the values for p or q, friendship question,cannot be solved.It is still a puzzle to me.
Actually i don't really believe that true friends exists.In my perspectives, i think friends come and go from my lives and there's nothing to be sad or unhappy about.Maybe i've long gotten used to it or i may be cold-hearted.From the time when i was in Indonesia, till primary school to now, friends i thought is my bestfriends turn out not to be.Our friendship drifted apart once we went our own way.Like going to a different country and secondary school.No matter what happened, separation cannot be avoided. It's an irony telling people who your true friends are when they don't possess the qualities.Life's are like that.Friends cannot be by our sides forever.When environment changes, we changed, everything we do, who our friends are,also changed.So there will be no point complaining it, because we must get used to it as this is the world, the society we must endure in for decades! If we cannot adapt to changes, like animals, we will not be able to survive.
Yanjie said that she believe in true friendship but it must take two hands to clap in order to achieve that.Yeah,maybe she's right too.I was thinking, girls cannot be true friends as we get easily jealous,demanding,ill-tempered?and we gossips too much.Haha..Girls joke around when in a gaily mood, but once angered, immediately your names will be the next day topic.Really, babes out there, admit it! Haha..I'm what i said.Hee..
Anyway, when i'm old and ugly,hunched and lame,with a crooked smile and wrinkled body,saggy boobs and ass, i'm going to find a friend that's in the same state as me to accompany me through my old age.I don;t want to die alone! Haha..

hmm

2007-04-01T00:38:00.000-07:00

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Ok when i saw this mail, the first thing i thought of it is"Man!This seems fake."The sentences that i highlighted in italia make me have doubt in this email.For godsake,their daugther was in the hospital and they are writing this like as if nothing have happened even though they claimed that their daughter was seriously injured?! It seems cruel.If someone in my family meet a fatal accident, i don't even want to talk about it,let alone announced it to the whole world! Oh my goodness! Moreover,why didn't they claim the medical fees from the culprit?So what if the driver's brake was not working at that time?It was still the driver's fault.By the way, why didn't they trace back to the origin?Who shot at the brake that cause it not to work? They said they made a deal with the bbc company.What deal had they made to let them recieved such a special treatment?Yeah, this email definitely has problem.It have holes in it.If it was real, they should express everything clearly and not explain briefly.The address made it more unreal. Anyway, people who send fake email to make others believe are taking our benevolent for granted.Blaa..

Busy..

2007-03-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was school speech day.I had had choir performance.I was very pissed off by the fact that they ask us to wait so long on stage before singing.We are like idiots listening to CO playing.You know,being stare at by the whole bunch of people, don't feel good.It make me thought of the 'Freak Show'. In the past when it was still legal, it was being set up to earn money.The show was performed by people who look grotesque and very weird.For example like people who had two heads,very short arms,disabled people..will be enclosed in an enclosure and sort of showcase there to entertain audience.Sometimes,the disabled were being force to performed.It was very cruel.The owner is using them to earn a sum.They are like slave.Very sad.But now,since it was not legal anymore i should't write about this.(actually, back in indonesia,there still have this kind of show i think.)Back to the subject of being stare at on the stage without performing.It was awkward!Anyway, jing yu and me skipped choir to go to citylink.Since Jing yu like transparent thing,she bought the happy house pencil box at precious moments.I bought a two shirts for my darling and a top for myself.i'm obsessed in buying things.I also bought a sunglasses at Mango that cost about 35 bucks only! Luckily i din't buy the $60 one.Haha..I saw a myuk limited edition wallet.Thinking of asking a few people to share the cost of it for alvin's bday present. But, since someone suggested buying underwear for him,maybe we should.Haha..I know,i know, i must save! So from today onwards, i must save 5 bucks n spent only 4!hee...So in 1 month time, i will have 150 bucks.2 months i will have 300 bucks.Then i can buy a wallet.Haha..Erm or i should take money from my parents?! But it seems unfillial..Haha..
Today Miss Tan changed our seats.I'm sitting with Ying En now.Reina was beside me.Yeah yeah..hee..I was thinking she was arranging us according to the weakness and strongest in math. I am damn weak in both mathes, so maybe i was sitting with Ying en because she was very good in math, and she can help me improve it.Hee..Anyway, i was just guessing.I was tired.This saturday have choir practice again and i must also go SPH. Should i choose 1 to go?! Haha..Busy..I've got the friendship day report to write too! Arghh..

hem

2007-03-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

I love food.It was not my fault that i was skinny, it is just that the stomach of mine have limited capacity.I don't like my skinny wrist, i don't look good putting on watch and bracelets.I want to have big boobs and butt and a killer body actually.Haha..But there's nothing wrong with runway model figure because, the perveted kopitiam uncle and the guy in their adolencence won't gogle at it.
Just now, on the way to the school toilet, i saw a senior cleaner about the age of 65 carrying two big trash bag and was walking down the stairs very slowly.He seems to have difficulty in doing so.But no one seems interested in helping him.At that time i was so upset and my heart was in my throat .I felt very bad of not helping him,it was a sin.Oh man.It was a overwhelming sight for me.I felt very sad and symphatise the uncle.Imagine if you was old and you are doing these hardwork without anyone's help.He even have difficulty in walking!Why must the school hire senior citizens?!Even if the government say senior citizens must have an assets to the society,must they really do it? it seems cruel to make them work!It was a feeling that's tough for me to potray it out by words.First-experience and you know what i'm talking about.By the way, i am writing this not because i wanted people to see how kind and caring i am but to let the people outside see the truth, to understand how selfish we are actually.

大头贴

2007-03-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

大头贴

五人拍的大头贴被微笑的那一幕给照亮的好温暖好亲切
但一张大头贴有可以真明什么呢？它所记录下来的只不过是外表和暂时的心情。。。。。。
同样是微笑的脸,同样是露出了快乐表情,但心灵的感受只有自己了解
虽然五人是好友不过也是彼此的敌人
每晚，夜深人静一滴滴的泪水为谁流？为谁而感到心里一阵阵的刺痛？为谁而觉得失望和遗憾？到底是为了何人而让五人失去光彩？
原来是无人的友情,一条透明的线仿佛穿过彼此五人一心, 让他们心灵相通五人一心
只有在乎的人才会去为对方落泪只有在乎的人才会去关心大头贴上的那两个字‘朋友’是唯一真实的

sianz

2007-03-22T05:33:00.000-07:00

Holidays is over.Erm, is actually over 4 days ago! But never mind, i still can turn back the time for a bit to write my previous entries! Hee..Anyway i was very busy during march holidays to blog, so i left all of it to now.Last thursday,friday and saturday, i went down to the SPH to attend the young reporter orientation.It was quite fun.We attend talks,play games,mingle with one another and eat! I make quite a few friends from all over the island.I was in Ruiying group.There were about 19 people in my group and most of them were from China, only 1 singaporeans, 1 spore pr and one from Nyanmmar.They were all very talented who came from good school like Nanhua,Rv,Nanyang girls..I felt a bit intimidated and ashamed at first, but slowly when i get to know the others, i felt that,actually they are of no difference with us 'normal'.Haha..The seniors are all very friendly.Especially Cheng Yao who show alot of care and concern to us newbies.Others may think that anything to do with chinese language was a dread,boring and 'vintage',but the truth is that, it is a matter of how the chinese language was being phrased, teach and regarded.Hee..From now on, i hope that the school will have many special event for us(me and the other girl from sec2) to write, so that our report will be on the Zaobao always and the most important thing is, so that MONEY will come our way.Haha..
Because of this orientation, i miss choir practice for 3 days out of the 5.I feel quite bad in doing so, but i no choice and anyway, i have had an excuse of not turning up.
I was really stressed by school work.With the uncompleted physics project, the upcoming syf and the unworking brain of mine to figure out the thing with A maths, i felt like a person who had just been out in the wild for 100 years.Or like Robinson Crusoe out at the beach living a damn hell difficult life!I would like to have some entertaiment please god!hee..Terrible!
I felt so pissed being force to sectionals! I can gladly and proudly declare that i was very good in singing already so why must i go to the sectionals when even the sectionals leaders was no better than me?! Those who are reading this please don't make any comments if you all don't know who or how good am i.Hee.. I seems damn arrogant and complacent isn't it? You all are thinking that"Man, this girl are so thick skin!"right?Haha, i am like that.If i am not good, i won't ever say i am good! Haha..Who will?Blaaa..
Stressed man!

Wolf in sheep clothing

2007-03-14T02:32:00.000-07:00

Ok fine! Now i became the evil mistress and you are the damsel in distress or should i say the demure,innocent lamb? Haha..How wonderful! I get it, i will always be the bad guy. Even if i did something heavenly good, you people will just think i did it out of profit or something else.Just because I don't look angelic like some other people,and not of a good behavior, it doesn't mean i am plain bad.While,some people didn't even need to put in any effort to look sweet and kind.Unfair isn't it.LOOKS CAN DECIEVE! We will never know who are wolves under sheeps clothing!Those who know will understand what i mean.Read between the lines guy! Haha..

向月葵

2007-03-14T02:03:00.000-07:00

向月葵

宁静的夜晚，在野外，有一朵向月葵在盛开。它趁着半夜，同伴们正熟睡时，偷偷地爬起来，对着月光许愿。
“月光啊，月光。。。。。。你是希望的光芒，美梦的圣主，我好寂寞。”
一阵风吹过吹过了野草使它们来回摆动吹过了在熟睡的向日葵，但他们一动也不动，仿佛真的进入甜蜜的梦乡。风也吹过了向月葵，吹过它的花瓣和枝叶，吹穿它那小小的心灵。突然让它感到冷风的威力，让它望见日光。
“月光啊，月光。。。。。。好希望会有多一朵的向月葵，好让我吸收光和热，好让我有朋友相伴，得到温暖。““月光啊，月光。。。。。。好希望会有多一朵的向月葵来消除我的寂寞，了解我的心声。陪我走向未来的道路，帮助我读过种种的难关。彼此的温情和温暖，可以暖和一个冰冻的夜晚。寂寞消失了，冷淡溜走了，那不是很好吗？”
向月葵期望着，期望它的心愿能实现。

shocked

2007-03-09T05:53:00.000-08:00

I really do not know where to start. Let's start wif my results.I was not happy with it.Totally not happy! I failed 4 subjects and passed 4.Balanced i guess but not my best!Haiz..I just could not do my best in everything! I was quite depressed..
Someone's blog mention about gossiping.I was not very happy about what that person say.Maybe she/he was a saint, not gossiping, kind and everything, but they shouldn't make comments about it.If the writer claimed to be that good(even though they never really phrased it out only from her tone) then the more they shouldn't post it.I know the person was only trying to speak their mind, but they must also understand that, people will feel pissed by what the post said.Please be considerate and don't be self-centered.The world not only revolves around you but us too.Try to care about others feeling and don't speak anything without crossing your mind.Certain words,phrase,sentence and even tone, can hurt us!! Can spark off conflict! Remember, the world is everyones'.
I felt that,being who i am, is a bliss. I have a good family without problems, i have everything that i wanted, i feel so privilege that i wanted to puke.Sometimes, a brat,a snob is how i regarded myself. People around me have problems and i don't know.They may be perfect in my eyes, but actually, they are not.

Blah

2007-03-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to tiong bahru to catch a movie "Just follow law" with my darling.It was very very hilarious! I was laughing like hell! Not only me, the whole theatre of people were laughing! It's funny when Fann wong squeezed her boobs! Haha..This time i've got to praised her,she was a very good and professional actress!Haha...
After the movie, my darling went home as he got tuition, so alicia,felicia,farrah and me went to great world city.I bought a belt at Zara, it was in pink with a large butterfly in front.It was nice! Quite artistic.People like me who wears it,will bring out the elegantness of the belt more! Haha..
Then we met jingyu and tiffany at fareast.We went shop shop.I couldn't believe tiffy and jy could manage to stay there for so long.ERm, and the toilet too..Haha..Im the end, i ending up buying shoe again! There's discount you see, so who can resist the temptation?! Hee..I definitely can't! Now, felicia,alicia,farrah,reina,jingyu,tiffany and me have the same shoes! Haha..So funny!
Today, i recieved a call from the Singapore Press Holdings to ask me to go down for an interview.At first i thought they called the wrong person, then i remembered last week Yang meh meh ask us to write an essay for the lian he zao bao thingy, then i was elated! Blah, cannot believe our good luck! (since alvin also got choosen..) Yeah! Pretty happy!

Its over!

2007-03-02T03:13:00.000-08:00

Finally the most awaited moment have come and that is waiting for common test to be over!! Yeah! The most worrying paper was finished today! Im not going to ace it definitely..Haiz..After every math paper, i will feel that there's no hope for me anymore.So sad! I can't help it if i was lousy in math right! I work so hard but cannot improve it any bit so i shall not study for math anymore! Some people just born with a math brain but i am not, so i shall not compare with those who are good in it! I will surely lose! Haha..
Yeah i got 33/50 for chem! So happy that i got a chocolate!! haha..but it's a bit sweet, so i ate a bit then gave aaron..Hee..Needless to say, aaron got the highest for chem again! Blah, don't how many highest he wanted to get! Haha..For Lit paper, i'd got 18/25.It's quite ok..hee..

drenched!

2007-02-28T03:01:00.000-08:00

Arghh,raining on the way home.Yanjie,vannie and me were running like three pyschotic people who had just been let loose! So unlucky! This was the third time i had been drenched from school all the way home this year.There will be many more to come! Sad..
Tomorrow is physics common test! I going to fail it! I totally don't understand about it especially force.I never attend the remedial! He shouldn't have said it was optional!! Haiz..
Just went to make contact lens! I bought daily and it cost 70 bucks! I had a hard time putting it in and taking it out! I spend bout 45 min at the shop just to master the skills! My hands shivered and was cold, my face was pale when the "thing" come close to my eyeball! I was freaking!Such a scary experience! The person who served me ask me if i was feeling uncomfortable when i behave as if i was going to step on coals!Man..But finally i had managed to do it! So happy!Haha

cny

2007-02-19T06:24:00.000-08:00

Me.
Me and my sister.

friends n family Mandarin oranges

2007-02-17T07:34:00.000-08:00

Today is chinese new year eve! hee..I ate alot..Im growing fatter like a pig! Hee..

Valentine's day

2007-02-14T02:04:00.000-08:00

Hooray! Today was valentine's day! Wish all the couple will have an enjoyable and fun-filled day today! Those who are still single, don't be sad, as valentine's day was not only for couples but also for friends!
Today, i brought M&M to school for my classmates.Some of them gave us chocolate too! How sweet! I want to thank Yan Jie for the cute and nice drawing, thank Ann for the pouch that she knitted herself, thank Vannie,tiffany and adeline for the chocolates and thank my secret admirers-cheryl and reina who write letter to me on this festive season.
Spent my day with my darling in the afternoon.I was so excited.I cooked spaghetti, buy cake and cooked mushroom soup! Hee..We still ate happily although the spaghetti was a bit hmmm, weird! Haha.. My darling gave me a perlini's silver chain and bracelet.It was beautiful, i love it! Hee..
There's one thing that made me unhappy today.Just now, before the fire drill, i went down to the toilet on the first floor.When i came out from the washroom, the fire alarm sounded.So, of course i prepared to go to the field, but before that i thought of filling up my water bottle as it was so near the field.So i went to get it done.But who knew that Mr Govin was right behind me and he caught me because i was filling water bottle not at the right time!He was like scolding me like mad, and ask me to go line up quickly.He still confiscated my ice mountain water bottle and i was left with the cap.I find it amusing!Haha..As if i will go collect my water bottle from him and get a damn lecture again!Hee..Everyone was walking slowly down the stairs, no one even care about the drill, we knew it was fake, so why must they do it and made us stand under the hot sun?In the case of real fire, they surely will be a chaos no matter how many fire drill we do! So i don't think there are any used! Hee..
Hope everyone will have a nice day!

baby

2007-02-13T03:04:00.000-08:00

Today was chinese common test.I'm not going to ace it definitely.I did not complete a 6 marks question! Haiz..But any way i did not know how to do too, so why must i waste pen ink to filled in crap if it will be wrong in the end.Haha..Miss yao 'baby' was in one of her stormy and unstable mood today.She shrieked at Desmond after he make a rude comment.Definitely all the teacher will be mad but they would not behave like miss yao right? gave us one of her thunderous mood again!
After school jing ting and I accompany Reina to queenway to buy valentine's day present.Reina was such a good and loving person to bought sucn an expensive gift for her boyfriend.Hee..
On Saturday, I went out with alicia,feliciafarrah and reina to marina and orchard to shop for our chinese newyear clothes.With our feet sores, me and alicia only managed to buy a pair of heels.I also bought a wallet as valentine's present for my darling.It looked a bit fale but it was real billabong ok! hee..
In the process of waiting for Farrah's brother to fetch us home, i broke my damn heel! It's embarrassing!They kept on laughing but i was ok with it.No hard feelings.I found it funny too.Anyway i managed to buy a pair of slippers to wear.Haha
Despite legs filled with blisters, i still went home a happy gal! I had an enjoyable day!Hee

Hmph

2007-02-08T04:51:00.001-08:00

There's social studies test tomorrow! Have studied but scared that i will forgot. Sigh..Recently, i had failed quite a handful of test, i do not want to fail any tests anymore! I still can't believe that my E math got 5 out of 30 marks. People can get 10 marks and above but i can't! What's the problem with me anyway!
I really dislike people who's selfish.They only think about themselves, their own feelings but not others.Maybe they don't behave like that when first met, but after a certain time, 2 years and 2 months for exact, familiarity breeds contempt. They totally changed.Being sarcastic towards everything you said, getting more and more excessive. Maybe they don't know about their straightforwardness had hurt others' feeling deeply, but still i hope they will changed.Suck up to new friends to win favouritism?It make me feels like puking. Hah.. Sometimes when they are too much, it make me want to rebuke, made me want to give them two tight slaps like what tiffany had said. But too bad i can't, because, they are still my friends.I don't want to be too rash, but like i said, people patience was up to a certain limit, so don't be too over with it.

poem

2007-02-04T03:40:00.000-08:00

With our innocent little mind,
we believe in everything that
Line,
From East to West, North to South
words coming out from everyone's mouth.

With our innocent little mind,
our thoughts flow purely and freely,
Shine,
to the big, big world outside
Not afraid of facing the fact of life foresight

Oblivious to what the society contain
how social circle of ours must maintain
continue the fantasy thinking in vain
in our innocent little mind, sustain

As time moves on
Future path can be seen
Lay,
at the crossroads infront
choosing left or right, up or down
It's up to us starting from now.

Prevent changes from taking place in forlorn,
we are force to leave our innocent little mind alone
Bid adious, now or never
getting zero chance of taking it back forever

With our innocent little mind
maturing slowly and steadily at times
aware of how appearances matter
full of self-critism, self loathness settled

Grappled with all these emotional issue
unable to enjoy life in leisure
Hope so much to grab a pair of wings
and fly away unseen

But,
one night,
My guardian Angel enchant my room with a
soft silvery light
Left me feel a different perspectives
towards life.

Glad to have my innocent little mind
back again in time when needed
Dawn me with believing and understanding
like long ago, so dim, so dim..

RULES

2007-02-02T03:50:00.000-08:00

Goodness, read a post at http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost1639.aspx! The student who wrote this was unbelievable courageous! My admirer! Haha.Anyway it was about the unreasonable school rules in my school! Yeah, i think the rules is crap too! First day of school, i was being caught wearing coloured bra but luckily my form teacher gave me grace. It's dumb, and i think i was the first one to be caught! Blaa..
About the fringe thing, i think it was the form teacher fault! The S4 teacher was really a crazy old hag! She shouldn't have pulled the students out.There was nothing wrong with their fringe! Even those who pin up got caught! I wonder she did not catch the guys? Hehe..
Today chinese test was like tough! I'm going to fail it! Tomorrow must wake up early again for choir performance! Boring..

What happened

2007-02-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

What had happened to blogger anyway? Lack like hell.Need an oiling or take medicine?
Haiz,i am going to fail my A and E math! It's so difficult! Tried to peek at Yan jie's but sigh..you know..Haha..
Today at physics class, something funny happened.Ikhwan was trying to imitate Mr govin's voice to scare Mr Lim as he was using mobile in class. It went something like this "Boy, why you used handphone in class?" Fake Mr Govin's voice roared.As it really resembled his one, Mr Lim was shocked, turning his head in all direction and asked,"Where,where is he?" He seemed quite stunt, and his face was funny. Haha..I don't believe he get tricked so easily, so gullible, so cute..Haha..The whole class laughed! For the rest of the day, it was dull and boring.Horrible long day especially in Tay class..sigh!

Huh

2007-01-28T02:27:00.000-08:00

Read the straits times today about a women who make her first million at the age of 26! What! I thought 30 is early, but now 26 years old? Unbelievable. (Excluding those who are child celebrity.) I don't think i will be that successful.Hee..If you counted slacking is a talent, then maybe i've got a chance to be rich.But then if it is so, then the world will have millions of people becoming milllionaire.Haha...
Manga gaga? whats that? In indonesia, the word manga is mango. Going mad about mango? blah!

Happy Birthday

2007-01-27T04:20:00.000-08:00

Today went Tiong Bahru with my dar dar to catch a movie.We watch 'Happy Birthday'.

It was a romance movie that had been extracted from a novel i think.It talked about a couple who had started dating during their university year.The guy - Nam who was acted by Louis Koo,had many admirers as he was handsome and muscular.He came from a well off family who had high expectations on him. Rene liu acted as - Mi, the girlfriend off louis koo. She was a piano prodigy.Her only problem was the insecurity she felt.It occured during the period when her mother left her when she was young.As she was afraid of her boyfriend will left him, she decided to break up with him and told him that he wanted them to be just friends.Best of the best friend.If she did this, she will not fear of losing him anymore as she could choose not to care of what he did outside.

After a few years, Nam went overseas to study, he left Mi without her wishing. Although he felt terrible, he still went. He never come back for a long time. When he was back, Mi was going off to Japan to study music.They hardly had a chance to meet. But they still contact each other.Nam would send a text message to her wishing her Happy Birthday every year without fail.It seemed like almost a ritual to do that.

but one year, when Mi heard that Nam was going to marry soon, she was devastated. She still loved Nam alot.Her heart seemed to stop.

Although Nam had married, Mi still recieved his text message once a year during her birthday.Her friend kept the secret from her that Nam had died from cancer.Nam had make up a story so that Mi would not be sad. Actually, Nam still loved har alot too.All themessages had been sent by her sister in his name all this while.

It was really a heart wrenching story.Touching but not enough to make me cry.People cry watching it, i wonder why im don't.Haha, seemed like i'm a cold hearted person.Hee..

choir

2007-01-25T05:40:00.000-08:00

Remember the last scene in Lord of the Ring, the return of the King? Where frodo threw the evil ring inside the big molten fire river? Yeah, i felt like coming out of it yesterday, hot and fiery.
REMEMBER the times when we are still sec 1ners, we seemed to love choir so much, never missed any practice, never find any excuses to not to come..But now, everything were different. What happened to all the leaders? Seem to become monster overnight. Is it because of what the ex-seniors told u all must have power over the weak? What's the point of listening to them when they are not even right!! Implemented fine on latecomers? Applaused to those who were late? You all are humiliating us! By the way, the school or the teacher did not even agree to take money from us! I will have a right to speak up if money was involved. We had no advantage when we are late, that we know! But isn't it our own problem to solve? Why must we gave money the seniors?? Is it bribery? I think it seems so. Even bribery is better than this unreasonable treatment. now i know why we people don't like to attend choir! The incident yesterday, make us hate choir more...
We can't sing like the ex-choir member, so please DO NOT make us sings like you all! With your arrogant attitude, and discouragement, i doubt we will do well for SYF! Once learn, somebody will still forget, so what's the point of having so many sessions of sectionals? For shermaine, yes she will remember, but what about others? Why can't you all think of something creatives other than sectionals huh? pleeease. don't always listen to the ex-members! Don't be such a wimp! WE MAY NOT LIKE WHAT THE SENIORS DO. We are of different age, so maybe we got different perspectives!!

boring day

2007-01-23T05:58:00.000-08:00

Today is jia xin birthday!Happy bday! Ohh forgot about Geraldine bday on 21st jan! Hapy belated bday Geraldine! Hee...

Camp

2007-01-20T05:41:00.001-08:00

As i expected, the bonding camp was hellish! From the start, before the camp, bad feeling had already started to gnaw inside me. Haiz..
The learning journey was quite all right. The tour guide explained to us the various things in the theatre and concert hall. I like the concert hall as i think it's grand. The facilities and architecture inside were really fantastic.It was elegantly-designed with a capacity that can accommodate more than 1000 people! It's really a big sum.It features world-class acoustics designed by one of the world's most renowed acousticians, Russell Johnson. The orchestra platform can accommodate 120 musicians. Above the platform, there is a moving canopy that weighed tons. Yeah, i like that. That, i think is the grandest! I remembered the guide said that the canopy served as a sound reflector. The concert hall had had a reverberation chamber too..Forgot wad it does, but i know it was hidden behind ribs that frame the concert hall. Hee.. The pipe organ have extremely lotsa! hee..By the way, when it is very quite in the concert hall, my ears really cannot take it.It's quiet till it hurts! Cheryl feels that too. If she never said, i will think i'm a freak!hee..
The theatre has a horse shoe shape. I did not realize it till the guide told us. It was even larger than the concert hall as it have approximately 2000 seats! The theatre was spread out over 4 levels..Amazing isn't it! As well as an adjustable orchestra pit that can hold up to 100 musicians. Hee...
After the learning journey, the shuttle bus picked us up at harbour front. We reach school at about six. After that, the rest was dread.. I'm not having fun at all. The first thing is, when we are in class, the cca council came and ask us to do cheer. They suggested something, but one of my classmates think it was not related to 3S1.So i think they not really happy about that. So they ask us to think of a cheer, but no one bothers anyway. The council never relly show us a cheer, how they expect us to do. They was so pissed off, till they went to complain to a teacher. The teacher gave us a lecture about cooperation and all sorts. Haiz..My class was the unlucky one.We ended up with no cheer.
The night games were quite lame. I prefer the standing on the chair bonding game. Hee..I ended the day off at 1 am. We are beat. I fell asleep unconsciously and woke up at about 5.50am.Haiz, i'm so tired...
We never do any games during sports carnival.Just sitting down, chatting with one another.
Overrall, i think the camp is a failure, it face a serious problem. Not only the council, we students but the financial system in our school also needed 'medical attention'. Haiz, so bored. No one's was perfect really..

New class, new friends,new classmates and a almost different life..

2007-01-18T05:55:00.000-08:00

New class, new friends,new classmates and a almost different life..
Erm, i did not update for a few weeks le..I'm actually quite busy these few days with all those homework. Now i am starting to confuse myself between A maths and E maths! Failed chem test, today physics test am going to fail too..Haiz, i'm such a gone case!!
Tomorrow still have class bonding camp. I think it was a stupid idea, whoever thought of this crap deserved a trip to the moon. It was out of the blue! Maybe if they did not ask us to pay for 13 bucks, i will not complained. I wondered where they spent our money on. Is it on the food? Or on the school itself..Who knows? It's 10.22 pm now and i have not finish my math..Lazy to start on the next question.Im tired and tired! I haven't complete my CAP yet..Haiz..Life as a student was tough!

2007-01-05T22:36:00.000-08:00

Conclusion For Social Studies Project

We are doing recording and a photo album for our end product. We went chinatown twice to took photographs and interview the people there during the holidays.
It was tough doing the interviewing.No one wanted their voice to be recorded down.But after a long day, we managed to find 3 kind soul who were willing to tell us about their views on Chinatown. It was hardwork doing these on a hot and stuffy day. But still, we managed to complete it. Sadly, we must cut down the recordings to three from the expected six. Because of that, we decided to do a photo album. Since we had took alot of picture, it is quite an easy task for us to do. But in the middle of doing the photo album, i was absent from the group meeting as i went back to Indonesia. During the time i was in Indonesia, my group member had a few meetings with me via MSN. They had ask for my views and consent about certain things. After i came back, the rest of the group member had already to develop the photographs and arranged it on constructions paper. So all i have to do was type out the captions, print it out, cut and pasted it. I had also did the front cover and went to have our photo album bined. Actually, to tell the truth, i had done the most work even though i had been absent for 1 month during holidays. But in the end, when we ask Mrs Bala what we must improved in, she told us to changed the words of the front cover. With this last minute changed, we felt stress out. But thanks to the internet and Jing yu's help changing the lettering. We met alot of difficulty when doing this project. My group member were not that responsible all the time.Some never did any work and some were not concentrating when we have group meeting. But we managed to solved it and talk it out.
I have learnt alot doing this project. Now i know more about the chinatown history, how the people lived in the past. Their living condition, their problems faced. I also know the history of streets and some temple and what impression do Chinatown give.The most important thing is, i learnt to cherish what i have now.
Seriously, i was not really satisfied with our end product. It was not the best that we can do. Seeing others with their beautifully and perfectly done project, i started to worry about what grade we will get. It was not easy to do something without cooperation and lacked of communication, irresponsible and lazy. I'm not being mean or a hypocrite, i was just wanted to state the fact that my group was not good at any of it.

Dulce Et Decorum Est

2007-01-05T06:17:00.000-08:00

Dulce Et Decorum Est

Bent double, like old beggars under sacks
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of tired, outstripped Five-Nines that dropped behind.
Gas! GAS! Quick, boys! --- An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
And floundering like a man in fire or lime ---
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light,
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.
In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.
If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,---
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est
Pro patria mori.
-- Wilfred Owen

A poem we learnt in literature. It's a war poem. Wilfred Owen was a war poet. He went to war at a young age and suffered. He even suffered a mental breakdown and was being sent into a institution till he recovered. When he was stable, he wrote poem about the suffering,ugly side of man going to war.He wanted to let those who thinks going to war is heroic sees the truth. He express alot of emotion in his poem.

new year

2007-01-02T05:10:00.000-08:00

A new year, a fresh start...I won't ever make any resolutions anyway. I always don't get any of it done or make it true.Blaa..So sad..Tomorrow school reopening!! I can't really stand it when i must go on wearing last year school shoes.Went out to buy just now, but it do not have my size. I'm irritated! Hee.. I'm very picky u see..If i want something, i want specifically that kind. Hee..So if i cannot find my size of shoes, i'm resolved to wear last years'.Hee..
I'm a bit nervous going to school tomorrow.A new class, new atmosphere, new teachers..and some new faces..Sigh..hope tml will be a good day.
Death note2 is not as nice as i think. Some of the part was totally different from the comic.Bogus!

Dead

2006-12-29T07:47:00.000-08:00

School going to reopen but still cannot finished ss project. We are so dead.I thought that my group project was good enough but after i heard what others said about their 1, i started to have my doubt about ours. So what do we do next? Try our best to finished it i guess. I alsa haven't finish my CAP!! Still have had about4 more pages to struggle through. No idea what to write about. Poem-check, mushy mushy story- check, life-related story-check and even crap have been written. Sure die.Hope holiday will be longer..X(

The amazing race

2006-12-20T04:10:00.000-08:00

Went to the amazing race at vivo city today. It was actually a church activity.Finding people to join our group is difficult. So we ended up teaming up with 2 people that we don't know- Issac and Kang yong.
It was fun going around Vivo searching for restaurant sign, asking around, giving out free candies, taking pic of people holding coffee bean's cups..It was an exotic and fun experience..Of course we met difficulty but we also found ways to solve it. Sometimes we used up alot of time finding things out, but when we get used to it, we are fast.Thought our team will win but we didn't. It was quite disappointing. It's ok, the important thing is, we have fun.
The dinner was nice. They served teriyaki chicken, cheesy hotdog, shepherd pie and Henderson's icecream! It's a scrumptious meal! I was even too full to walk! We had games too..N now i know, christmas origin is from Jesus Christ.

2006-12-17T22:10:00.000-08:00

My family pic! Hehe..

Reading report

2006-12-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

I read a book called Les Miserables.The story was set in France between the 17th century. The main character in it was Jean Valjean. He was a convict in the galleys. He was caught stealing apples and was jailed to do hard labours for nineteen years. Almost all his youth was spent working in the galleys. By the time he was out of the prison, he was worn out, his one handsome face was so beaten and burned by winnd ad weather that he looked decades older.
Jean Valjean tried to live a normal life as the others. So after he stole from the bishop, he ran away from the town Digne, ran away from the policeman that wanted to jailed him again. He recalled what he had done those few years, and he regret it. He asked god for a new life, a life that he could be purified, that he could helped others and be a good samaritan. He did it. He changed everything, his name, his apperance, his attitude, basically, he changed himself. In the end, he became the mayor of a town, Montreuil.
Although he struggle for freedom and redemption, tried hard to become a new person, he still can't escape from the man who had peripheral vision, inspector Javert.
Cosette was the light in his future, Fantine was the shadow in his past, Javert would relentlessly pursue him forever.

I think this is a good book with captivating story. It was interesting, it make people symphatized Jean Valjean and hate Javert. This book, make me realised how hard and tough life is in the past. If we are weak, are poor, we cannot survived. It's a truth that was cruel. Imagine, people need to use dirty tricks to earn money, women sells their body in order to live..It's a cruel society.

Movies

2006-12-13T05:48:00.000-08:00

Watched quite alot of dvds these few days..Aquamarine, Material girls, the Prestige, Step Up... Erm, nice feelings..Step up was a nice show..A show about dancing. Step up talks about a guy,Tyler who lived with his foster parents. He is a street smart juvenile deliquent. One night, he and his friend trashed an art school stage. They got caught. So he need to do 200 hours of community service the art school. He at first want nothing to do with that school and students there as he think they are all rich brats. But slowly, he knew, the most of the students need a scholarship to go there. Some of them are even from foster homes. He meets a beautiful dancer there who's willing to give him a shot. Against all expectations, Ty gets drawn into her world, and discovers own talent for dance. It was really captivating. The songs were nice and infectious, the dance were good, the dancers were beautiful.. Everything was great! Xp

Quote2

2006-12-11T05:30:00.000-08:00

Art Quote

"Every artist dips his brush in his own soul, and paints his own nature into his pictures."
-Henry Ward Beecher

"When I am finishing a picture, I hold some God-made object up to it – a rock, a flower, the branch of a tree or my hand – as a final test. If the painting stands up beside a thing man cannot make, the painting is authentic. If there’s a clash between the two, it’s bad art."
-Marc Chagall

"When one buys some of my artwork I hope it is because they will wish to learn from it and not because they think it will match their drapes!"
-Christian Cardell Corbet, 1997

"Some painters transform the sun into a yellow spot, others transform a yellow spot into the sun."
-Pablo Picasso

Quote of the day

2006-12-10T05:54:00.000-08:00

Dream quote

"Throw your dreams into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring back, a new life, a new friend, a new love, a new country."
-Anais Nin

Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. Begin it now.
-Johann von Goethe

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."
-Eleanor Roosevelt

Quote

2006-12-09T06:48:00.000-08:00

Love quote

"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."
-Anon.

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up."
-James Baldwin

"A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows; Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last; To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die; You hope you've found that special rose, 'Cause you love and care for the one you chose."
-Rob Cella

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
-Mother Theresa

My hair

2006-12-09T05:50:00.000-08:00

Past hairsyle...

Present hairstyle... Arghh, tink it's ugly..It's like half curly half straight lah..Diao!!

2006-12-08T05:50:00.000-08:00

Never update for a long time...I'm sick..Oh terrible, digestive system got problem. After eating then felt like puking..Hee..But now im well enough to have a feast le..Haha..I went to change my hairstyle!! Haha..But i think is ugly..Sigh, never mind..
I read an article in reader digest about face transplant. It means, if your face come off or disfigured, you can have a face transplant from a dead person. It's really disgusting.. When you have a face transplant, it was not you anymore..Erm..whatever..

Necklace

2006-12-02T05:12:00.000-08:00

The necklaces

selling

2006-12-01T06:42:00.000-08:00

Have started to sell clothes. Actually it's not really open to outsider. It's only for the those i know. I just wanted to try..Xp Hee...

jeans

2006-12-01T06:23:00.000-08:00

Jeans

Clothes

2006-11-30T05:20:00.000-08:00

Top

Blaa..

2006-11-29T05:37:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night i couldn't sleep. So i toss and turn in da bed and think...What if my whole life is a dream? You know what i mean. What if i slept tonight and when i wake up the next day, i am a three year old? Or a five year old? Haha..Then i will know what happened in the future..but it's a dream, maybe it won't be true t all........hahaha....

The bag

2006-11-28T05:40:00.000-08:00

The front The back

This bag is done by using recycled materials. It's design by my dad. Isn't it nice? Similar to the bag selling in the market. Hee.. Pls give comments. So that we can improve it. Xp

I'm bored

2006-11-23T06:19:00.000-08:00

I'm like so bored here can..Hee..There's nothing to do..I don't feel like studying too..Sigh..Because of this, i hog onto the computer everyday, playing games. Hee..Sooner or later my eyes degree will zoom up! Hee..Yes, the only thing i was interested here was eating. There's alot of nice food at my hometown. Everywhere there's Satay, and food where they don't sale at S'pore. Hee..Man, when i go back, i will be fat! Nvm, being fat isn't that bad anyway. Hee..But sometimes i wish i was my younger brother slim and tall. His height is like more than 170 and his weight is only 45. Compared to him, i'm a dwarf. So miserable sad! Hee..

Im back

2006-11-20T05:37:00.000-08:00

I'm back! Back in my hometown! But from the morning till now, it's a disaster! The first thing is, i forget to take my passport out. I only found out about it when my father asked me. By that time, we are already at the terminal! So how? Of course go back jurong and take lah! It was really troublesome. Travel thru and forth for a long way just to get a passport! I'm such a muddlehead! I really totally forgot about it! Man!
After i reach home, i found out that my handphone was not with me! I panicked, I thought i left it on the boat! But in the end, after a thorough search at every nook and corner, i remembered i put it on a chair in the dining room! Man! But anyway, i'm still back here! Hee..Xp

LIAR

2006-11-19T07:15:00.000-08:00

He's a downright jerk and liar! The best 1 dat i noe! Freak! Creep!

Sad day

2006-11-18T04:43:00.000-08:00

Today was not my day.. Man the first bad news dat i recieved was that i cannot perform at the Istana just because i was a foreigner! I expected it anyway but i don't expect it to be true! I think it was quite stupid! As if i will bring guns to perform! Where did the saying of treating the foreigners well and don't make them feel left out goes? It's unfair! Make me go so many rehearsal and in the end it turns out to be a waste of time. They should tell me earlier!
Anyway, i found out that, sometimes a happy go lucky person can turn out to be a sensitive one inside. Just now, during rehearsal, jing yu, cheryl and me were laughing about matong perfoming on stage as he dance funny. We thought we are just laughing, nothing wrong, but it ends up hurting others. Someone thought we were laughing at her but actually we didn't. She cried you know! And we are not even laughing at her! WE Were sooo yuan wang! Anyway maybe we were also at fault but you know it was difficult if even laughing is restricted!
The next thing was, i hurt my friend feelings. I dun even know i hurt her until my friend told me that she cried over it. I admit that sometimes i am quite harsh but now? The message? It is too harsh for her? i don't know, i really don't know!
Cheryl, you are funny!

Change

2006-11-13T23:54:00.000-08:00

I've changed my blogskins.. Isn't it cute.. Hee.. Hope you all think so..haha

God

2006-11-13T02:17:00.000-08:00

I don't really know what my group wants. Everything they disagree! What they want me to do! I already said thursday we will go chinatown to do the oral history, and now 1 member tell me they got job to do so cannot make it! He still tell me i never inform him! I'm really going to kill him! But who cares! If he's not going, he's not! He will be given no mark! I'm angryyy!
Sometimes being an outsider is better. Though people will complain to you about their problem, talk to you about their disaggrements and hope you give them a listening ear, you are still an outsider. It's not your problem, what you needa to do is only listening and being pretentious if you found it boring. Haha.. It's so much better..

Having Fun?

2006-11-08T01:43:00.000-08:00

The bbq yesterday night was not so perfect but it was fun anyway.At first, we, the 1o people were supposed to buy ingredients and food for the bbq.But in the end it was more than 10 people loh..Hee..Shopping for food stuffs and beverages was tough work but we still managed it.It was good to see us cooperating well.Hee..The food we bbq were quite gross but who cares? It's a bbq, so what can you expect. Hee..Anyway, the staying overnight part was interesting.Imagine, out in the night with only your friends and classmates, we can do anything we want. [Erm.. Maybe except for those things that were illegal]. I tried pool. It was the 1st time i tried pooling.It was not exactly the correct method of playimg the game, but so what? At least i had experience it.Hee..Oh man, because of depriving of sleep, now i have zits popping out of my face!! After yesterday night, I had learnt, co operation between one another were important, it's difficult to survive with the people you don't like under one roof, unoing is boring,we must take good care of our belonging and the most importantly, Faris is the best monitor ever. He was capable and managed to get so many things done. Without him, i think the bbq will be a disaster cum failure. You are the best man!! I will miss 2c!
I was hungry.. hee.. Tomorrow we still have choir practice..Sigh..Don't feel like going..The songs that we sang "Hurai" and ' we are the dreamers' were not veri melodious. " We are the dreamers" remind me of the songs " We are the champions".. Haha..

Results

2006-11-04T02:38:00.000-08:00

Yessss! My wish had come true! I've gotten pure lit as one of my sub. But sad to say, there's only two miserable pple going to combination S in my class. Yeah, thats me and the other girl. So sad..Xp But thats ok, i can't always be so naive to think that i will be staying with my class forever right. Anyway, separating is part of our life.
Choir was as horrible as always. It's not even proper rehearsal today and they dare to ask us to wear full costume. Sigh.. Somethings would not change.
Yesterday i watched' Snake on the plane'. It was downright disgusting.They even showed the censored part in the Dvd. Man..Hee..

bored..

2006-10-31T22:17:00.000-08:00

Isn't it cute? So many babies in da picture! Erm sometimes i hope i was a baby, a toddler again.. They seems so happy and free. Nothing can condemned their thinking into this cruel society. Their thought were pure, their pure mind made them ANGELIC! hee.. Eat, sleep, play were their daily activities. Without worrying so much about friendships probems - who gonna backstabbed you, who going to snacth away ur bf from ur side, jealousy, competition that ruin relationship...Nope, babies dun worry about that man! Haha..

Erm..

2006-10-30T21:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, gotten back my report book. Nothing to be nervous about as i know my results weeks ago. My position remained the same. The thing that worried me about was what streanm i will get to. If school never offered lit because very little people choose that, i will die man!
Project work made my head big! What should we do? Board game or oral history? Mrs Bala ask us to do oral history as lots of groups were doing board games. So how? Maybe we will scored better doing oral history.. haha..
Man i was bored to death. Schools was over proved nothing. Haha. I read almost a whole lots of bimbo books. The only book that i like out of so many that i had read is "Somebody else's kid" by Torey Hayden. Torey is a special ed teacher who taught problem kids. That year she had four students who were deeply troubled. The first kid that came to her class was an autistic child. He hadn't had toilet train and did not know how to communicate although he was already 8 years old. He was hyperactive and made alot of funny noises. Despite this he had photographic memory. He could repeat the morning weather forcasts, tv commercials, films... in the exact detail. The next kid that entered was Tomaso. He was a spanish. He had witnessed her stepmother killing his father and brother. The trauma stayed with him till he was 11. He speaks foul word, behave rowdily and threatened to kill people. His anger management was totally out of control. The third kid that come shocked Torey. She was a twelve year old girl called Claudia and she was pregnant. She was then kicked out of her catholic school and put in Torey class. Claudia was a shy and quiet girl who had an IQ above average. She read a whole lot of books and did her work perfectly. But a small mistake landed her in this situation. Lori was Torey 1st grade students. She had been with torey 4 quite a long time. Those who did not know, will think she was a normal girl with bubbly character. But actually she had suffered from a savage abuse from her parents thus cause her to have brain damage. This caused her to have a handicapped in recognising words and numerals. In short she did not know how to read. But Torey Hadden helped them and made them feel loved.

Chinatown

2006-10-28T02:43:00.000-07:00

Erm, my ss project group went to chinatown yesterday. We had alot of fun taking photograph of the buildings and other things. We also went to the singapore heritage centre to learn more about the past of chinatown. We not only learn alot, our hands had also suffered! Sorry hands for using you to take down so many notes! haha..
We had decided to do a board game and oral history for our project. So yesterday, we spent quite a long time asking people for interviews, but sadly, most of them refused to let their faces be on screen. But still, we managed to get one old uncle and a tourists for their opinion of chinatown. After these attempt, i realize that it took courage and confidence to interview strangers on street. We must be able to speak clearly and appear professional to them. Basic courtesy was also important. Then, the strangers that we approached will not be hostile. It was really not easy! Really want to thank my group members for not giving up hope throughouts and for putting up with the hot weather. Xp
During our lunch break, we went to normal coffee shop to eat porridge. The porridge tasted real nice and delicious. Even the aroma of it made me drool! This made me think of one sentence, and it is " we can find happiness in simple things." haha.. After our scrumptious lunch that was fit for a king, we went to have dessert- ICE CREAM!! Imagine $1.20 for a large cone! Really worth it! Haha..
I really had an enjoyable day! Impeccable!

Dreamcatcher

2006-10-24T21:19:00.000-07:00

Read a book recently titled Dreamcatcher. It was a fancinating horror type paperbacks by stephen king. It was about alien that had invaded the Earth. It made people think twice about the truth of what they know after reading this book. Man, I actually believed that there's alien! Haha.. This book not only feature on Alien, Et, it also entwined in time travel,love, trusts and our dream. Realy amazing. A captivating book, a page turner. Definitely worth my time.Hee...
School starts tomorrow and ended tomorrow. After that, we will have our big break for 2 months! Yeahhhh...So happy. But still, many of us have to go back for cca as we had the school open house to prepared for. Oh man.. And moreover there is this social studies project which needed to hand in next year and it stand 50 marks of our results! So troublesome. Helo? It is holiday, it is time for us to relax and have fun! Not turn us into working maniac! Can't they give us the project next year? And let us enjoy our vacation? Sometimes, teachers are cruel! Xp
I'm bored at home. Nothing to do. No one to go out with..Man..

The Final showdown

2006-10-19T00:53:00.000-07:00

Had finally gotten the eye results yesterday! It's not veri good but stilll can live with it! I don't think i can go triple science but double one still can managed it! Hee..Erm, i take lit for my next year combination, i hope i didn't make the wrong choice..Sigh..
Our class is going to be separated. Sometimes, i don't bear even with the thoughts of separating. Its too sad! But there are no choice isn't it?
Choir was tiring! The songs were all right but when it came to the dance steps , it were horrible! Arghh! Nightmares! Tomorrow still need to perform for the deparaya, dead! It was soo embarrasing. Imagine everione looking at you dancing horrid..........sob* Anyway, perfoming 4 the president is a glory but not in school. hee..Watever..
Watch Rob-b-hood a few days ago, it was humorous! Haha. But i don't quite favour the last part when the baby was being saved by jackie chan. It was too sad and touching, did not fit with any part of the story. Overall, it was an alright show.Hehe..Xp
Yesterday, i message my bf and told him dat i want to spilt wif him. The reason is, i needed to concentrate on my study. I think i was being mean. Haha.. Anyway he have not reply mi yet. Maybe i was feeling down at dat particular time and was vexed of the subject com. It's was a rash move! haha...Xp

Smack! yum yum...

2006-10-13T23:55:00.000-07:00

Just come back from seafood big feast!! Yummy! Even though i only eat those dat dun looked to weird to mi..Haa..Erm but becoz of seafood, i din go for the 8 days thingy! So sory 4 nt gg sherlyn..Next time if theres such activity again i will surely go..it will be fun isnt it! So sad for fishy, lin wan and jeany 4 not findin any work yesterday..But failure is the mummy of success! So dun giv up dear! haha.. Btw, do any of you want tuition job?Haha..I think better start from the beginning then slowly move to the top of the iceberg to gain experience..xp So macdonald 1st..hehe

Oh no!

2006-10-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

Math paper 2 fail till cham cham! Oh no! How? Wont ever get to the stream i want! Never mind!
I dont think jeany can find job! Hehe..
Erm, sexy lin wan and fishy maybe can find.....